Years ago I was teaching a clinic in New Zealand and staying with my dear friend Tiriana (pronounced with a rolling “r”) and her family in Wainuiomata (Gosh that name just rolls off my tongue with pleasure too.) Before the clinic every day she would set me up for it so beautifully, by giving me some healing into my third eye. The religion she belongs to calls it “God’s Light” – a bit similar to reiki healing. Gosh I had some incredible experiences in those mornings, too much for writing about here.
One of those mornings I had a vision. I was given a choice. I saw two possible deaths for myself. One was to die young blown up in a plane and my death would bring peace on earth and the other was to die in my bed as an ancient old lady surrounded by loving family.
I chose to die young and bring peace on earth.
No I’m not gonna die
It’s a metaphor folks. Visions are often metaphors. Although I am comfortable with death (that’s another big story you can ask me about some day), no I’m not gonna die young and yeah I’ve noticed too that I have tended to take myself far too seriously. 🙂
Peace on earth in my lifetime has been MY dream that all MY five ways of Feeling have been guiding me to, in the time since I realized that this work made peace possible. Then I had that vision with Tiriana and made that choice. Back then I didn’t know what I know now, that it’s not up to me to fix the problems of the world, that each of us takes care of our part and that I’m meant to enjoy and FIND INNER PEACE both in my own life AND around whatever part I choose to play in the wider world.
Step by step I got better at using my Feel and better at teaching others how to use theirs with more clarity and ease. I didn’t realize that all the healing of all those things – the depression, the PTSD, the crook backs, stuffed knees, the illnesses, the horse stuff too, was actually part of that peace on earth possibility, until earlier this week. Far out that was an eye opener.
That’s MY dream and I dare say it won’t be yours. In fact bugger off – that’s MY dream – get your own!
What dream could YOU have that is big and exciting and that fills YOUR heart with joyful infinite possibilities? What dream could you step by step guide yourself to reach, while “just” fixing all those niggling residual effects of your five ways of Feeling while you’re at it? What dream could you step by step guide yourself to reach, while “just” fixing the depressions, the PTSD’s, the aches and pains, the anxiety and panic attacks, the anguish about loved ones or about what’s going on in the world, the numbness, the disconnect and whatever other ways that you’re experiencing your Five Feels in overwhelm?